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[03 Jan 2006|08:36pm] |
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Do you ever just feel so confused and hopeless?
Your standing in the road looking @ two directions you could travel to.
& Both ways leed to something that is gonna become more of a problem.
quick.
what do you do?
what road to falure do u take?
quick.
times up.
you lose.
sorry. tomorrow will be harder.
I have not ate one thing today. oppps
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| maybe a not so expected morning |
[03 Jan 2006|05:11am] |
First day back jitters?
Maybe, Just maybe, I'd like
to see everyone again.
Figures, @ 7:16, when Miss. Fritz
says her first line of stutters,
followed by a confused glance,
Graham will look my way and ask
if i'd like to skip school.
& in heart, i'll wanna go .
school is overrated, my jitters are gone.
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| coca-cola will do the brain good |
[27 Dec 2005|01:29pm] |
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I wake up around 12.
Say a nice good morning to my mother
only for her to inform me that in grounded.
Some shit dustin and i got into.
wonderful, ehh? well it's just for today.
One day, right..shouldn't be too bad right?
But, then i started thinking, wonderful my
dad took my car to work so he must mean business?
Now I can't even go to Walmart and get picture
frames for my new poster or my black & white photos.
The highlight of my day was bringing in the
recyclable ben with dustin. & that makes me laugh.
I might just clean myself 50 times today to stay sain.
Or other things as, christmas presents, being creative,
taking pictures, and rearanging my room?
It's funny to see what i'll turn to when all my
surrounding are limited for just a day.
I could even start writing for my collection again
I consider myself an original.. but now, i've often
found myself running into abstract lines of meaning.
Sean and i are dangerous with a pen in one hand and
and a heart ready & willing to perfect a piece of paper.
Maybe, i shall call down to texas and spend a well
over needed day on the phone with him.
lunch is ready.
x-mas pictures next entry
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| under the tree |
[24 Dec 2005|10:56pm] |
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MERRY CHRISTMAS EVE!!
I think i've
already been blessed
with the best present
anyone could ask for.
& he didn't even come
with a red bow. . .
to all the sweethearts..
MERRY CHRISTMAS!
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| Olive Garden wasn't up to standards tonite. |
[17 Nov 2005|10:20pm] |
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Stressful week.
I can feel the steam
coming out of my ears!!
I'm such a blessed person.
I have so many amazing ppl in my life.
I have no idea where I would be in the year
if it wasn't for a select few of you.
However,I need to find my happy spot.
Lately, i've been down.
& lately everyone has been wanting my time.
I can only give so much, don't expect the world out of me ppl!
Because, all you'll get is harsh bitter words.
It's utterly impractical,never predictable,Sometimes irascible,quite inexplicable, me.
Heck, i'll be stubborn if i wanna.........Because if your true to me, you'll love me for me.
ill, scum, bittered, and pinched.
my sister is good at photography.
You know ur dieing for her to take ur photo.
lets romance.
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| I'd still be right here waiting. |
[04 Oct 2005|09:41pm] |
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2nite was the North vs. Hopewell
Soccer Game. We lost 0-2 but the
guys played well.
POWDER PUFF TOMORROW!
Means I'm looking forward to.
-bitch fights
-filming bitch fights
-more bitch fights
-juniors winning
-party afterward
-Tj head cheerleader
- dustin & I being over gay
driving to the game in two
separate cars. hmm. you may
ask why. but ha. well see.
-& hanging out with HIM!!!
(he is wonderful)
Wednesday is twin day.
me and morgan matte are
all over that.
I can't believe ppl still
stop us in the hall to ask
if we are related.
I'm anxious for the weekend.
im blushing already.
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[27 Sep 2005|10:05pm] |
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tonight.
i had two convo's.
the kind where u can't help but smile.
my wonderful friend sean.
who has made efforts to keep
me in his busy life.
COZIMNAUGHT: i saw someone that looked like you yesterday, but they were like the ugly version of you
COZIMNAUGHT: i wanted to show her your picture and say "Look what you could have looked like. but u dont"
COZIMNAUGHT: in my line of business, i travel alot. i meet alot of new people. there are very few people that i really want to keep in touch with and be able to call a friend a few years down the road. you're on that list. so yes, lets jam to radiohead.
Then there is dustin... yeah..
were connected at the hip.
He is amazing. a true blessing.
I can see us becoming closer then we
already are, as the year goes on.
plus, did i mention his eyes.
They are so beautiful.
ahh, I might as well shut up b/c
i'll never be able to touch the whole
fact of how wonderful dustin truely is.
BlindSide1109: i cant wait till i have like all the time in the world to spend with u
BlindSide1109: i hate snatching at chances to see eachother for 10 minutes or so
BlindSide1109: id give up soccer rite now so wouldnt be so busy and have more time to spend with u
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[17 Sep 2005|06:21pm] |
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i forgot about this thing.
since, it's a new school
year and all. i'll start
using it again.
random comment. i think it's
hot when guys like to watch
laguna beach. In sailers car
he has a screen & always watches
laguna. Although he is not hot!!
School started and waking up early
is such a pain! Riding to school
with Brian, Q-tip, Corey, and Hunter
means i get to hear boy talk. I mean,
Oooh Joy, Right? But, soon ...like in
a week i'll be driving to school. Maybe,
just maybe, with Dustin.
My classes are Okay.
I know alot of people in them.
Ping Pong and paddle sports is
a blast.Sailers, Zack Aken, Dayne,
and Gram are in there and they give
me soo much crap for being a girl
in that class. ha stupid guys!
On the Topic of "Gram" I love this kid!
He is in almost ever single class I have.
He is so chill. Just friday, he gave me a
piggy back ride down the hallway. everyone
looked at us like we were EC!
I've had so much hw and papers lately.
School AP is kicking my butt.
Sean mentioned visiting Central Park for
the fall season. It would be nothing but
amazing. Fall being my favorite season.
NYC being breathtaking in general.
However, I wish for X-mas to come soon.
Dear Santa: my wish list consists of . .
-Pink Cowboy Boots.
-A pair of DKNY Jeans
-A Marc Jacobs Jacket
Shopped the mall for the past three days.
I'll be back there today because Rupert
from Survivor is going to be @ Dicks.
I applied for three jobs @Northlake.
Forever 21, Delias, & Buckle.
Have to decide which one I would like.
Plus, I love being @ malls around X-mas time.
it would be even better working @ a store
around X-mas time.
I babysat last night too. The girls are
friends of my sisters, and they are soo cute.
They didn't wanna goto bed, they just wanted
to talk to me. I wasn't really in the mood though
because some of my friends can be so inconsiderate.
Kevin, Dewy, and Aaron call and basically tell
me they are coming over then hang up. 2 mins later
they are infront of the house im babysitting @
and my dad and mom walk out and scream at them.
It was a bitch man, i told them no
but im grounded again.
I have more money for the mall today.
I'mma start damaging my wallet.
I love this song,
So appropriate for the moment too.
What you gon’ do with all that junk?
All that junk inside that trunk?
I’ma get, get, get, get, you drunk,
Get you love drunk off my hump.
What u gon’ do with all that ass?
All that ass inside them jeans?
I’m a make, make, make, make you scream
Make u scream, make you scream.
Cos of my hump, my hump, my hump, my hump.
My hump, my hump, my hump, my lovely lady lumps
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[22 Aug 2005|07:51pm] |
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lake yesterday.
with bailey & lara holland.
tubing with a bikini &
acrylic nails don't go together.
school starts soon.
summer went by fast.
i met a lot of new
friends & i said
my goodbyes to others.
watching your friends
leave for college &
wondering where they
will go in life is
a heart breaker, if i
ever say so myself.
school shopping has
been fun. & im hoping
i get my hair extensions
sooner that later.
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[15 Aug 2005|02:31pm] |
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can't stop- red hjot chilli peppers |
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I'm so sick of friends.
I quit at trying to be a good one.
Always getting replaced.
Maybe, i should just start
being a crappy friend.
then they would like me.
so much for trying.
I really miss kaeli. I hate that
she lives so far away . B/c she has the kindest
heart and is soo thoughtful of ppl and their feelings.
I really wish she lives closer to me.
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| waiting for a .. r.i.d.e. |
[11 Aug 2005|10:22pm] |
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john mellencamp-jack and diane |
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hot tub's been up
for a week. Many
party's in the future.
Ha. B.loves house
shall be hot.
Four wheelers with
miss bailey today.
I now, have a wonderful
5 inch. half circle,
burn on the front of
my thigh.
all i have to say
is. paint- ball- course?
what now?
looks like it's
a night out with
some ohh. so. hot.
ladies!
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[06 Aug 2005|12:30am] |
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Crickets outside. |
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Truth is:
I've taken a breath
from reality.
Only drama i'll be
into/ watching
is LC hook up with
stephen this season
on Laguna.
Ha. I love the show,
Stephens my favorite.
Or as Kristen would say:
STEVVV-PH-N.
Got coffee with Ian
campbell tonight.
He looks just like
Stephen. Plus, he
is the typical
surfer dude.
Michael's been way
too confusing for comfort.
I pissed him off about
four nights ago, and
out of anger i walked
to his house and rated
him out to his mom. It
was wrong of me. But,In
return he puts a crappy
"mating site" on his profile.
Yeah. he accomplished
his mission of pissing
me off. Causing a couple
of bad awkward silent days.
hmm. Just boys. Then, yesterday
he calls, & is all about
taking it off his profile
& hangin out with me.
He said he is just scared
about leaving home and
maybe coming back to me
with someone else on my
mind. I can't blame him
for doing stupid things
when he is in a confused
state of mind to begin
with. Guess, we'll just
see how things play out
in the next couple of days.
Moving, went great.
I love living in Wynfield.
I have the lovely Meredith
Payton two houses down.
Dustin next door. & the
wonderful Bailey Doorman
a couple streets over.
The summer is spent: Days
by Mere's pool and Dustin and
I washing my car. Hot.
Looking forward to next year.
I need a new start . .
I'm thinking, the Braces coming
off on the 23rd will be a good
boost.
Gnight sweets.
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| o well |
[04 Aug 2005|03:40am] |
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It's the hardest way of finding out it's really over.
It takes everything in you.
It's the worst feeling being held. lied to.
then finding out he meant nothing of
expressing his feelings.
completly crushed.
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| word suckazzz. |
[01 Aug 2005|12:03am] |
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This goes out to:
.lovers.fighters.
haters.dogs that
don't pee when
ya need umm to.
coldplay songs.
mail.apples.ipods.
ramen noodels.
cute little bro's.
birthday posters.
neighborhood walks.
taco bell. south
carlotte mornings
.wild make-up that
matches your clothes.
sucky boys.suckazzzzzz.
radio moments.turn the
radio off moments.ding
it then ditch it.& swim
nights that go sexy?
This goes out to best
friends:
This goes out to Bailey.
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| Spank me. |
[15 Jul 2005|10:59pm] |
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My Birthday is Tuesday.
I see. . .
.Purses
.Eskimo kisses
.Cake
.& lots of money
In my future!
Ps:He is nothing short of amazing!
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| Crisis |
[15 Jul 2005|10:31pm] |
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Sometimes I hate
being a girl.Were
always worried about
everyone's opinion.
Any suggestions of what
to wear to a Gebelien
family reunion?
Crap, I also have a
nice little pimple.
much love.
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| I think It's safe to say... amanda and I can ride a tube. |
[03 Jul 2005|06:24pm] |
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Duran Duran-A view to kill |
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It's been awhile, so I'll give this thing a shot.
Since summer began, I've moved to Rosedale apartments. Didn't think I'd prefer it here, because it's not home. But, I finally realized home is where ya make it and if I have to live in this apartment for a year until we find our perfect house, so be it. However, I've become used to it.
I've started to hang out with new friends. I’m keeping the old ones close but the new ones closer. Realizing, some of my friendships were washed away this past year. Then again, looking back at it they were never the greatest of friendships to begin with.
I'm also redecorating my bathroom. My inspiration was my Gerber daisies shower curtain.
Hmm. Mike hasn't been over lately b/c we've been fighting. But, with this new apartment I'm two minutes down the road from him and he can come and go when he pleases. Not sure if that's gonna keep going on though. I tend to screw everything up when I run my mouth. He's been home for the past two days and he hasnt even made an effort to come see me. Not to mention, the 7th is our one year. Doesn't seem like anything big is planed, because of me.
My family has been looking at houses around here like crazy. It's between Wynfield and Cyderfield. Personally, I would prefer Wynfield, but I don't have much say the decision that's is made because I'm only living with the family two more years.
The one terrible thing about living in this apartment is, my dog has to stay with my grandparents for the time being. I miss her dearly. Seeing her twice a week isn’t enough!
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[23 Jun 2005|10:03pm] |
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I've become so impatient.. waiting for my cold play cd..
I guess I'm gonna have to download all the songs illegally!
Anyone, Is it really as great/better as a Rush of Blood?
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